
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Your Age in Chocolate

Monday, April 27, 2009
Frustration
frustration
n 1: the feeling that accompanies an experience of being thwarted
in attaining your goals [syn: defeat]
2: an act of hindering some one's plans or efforts [syn: thwarting,
foiling]
3: a feeling of annoyance at being hindered or criticized; "her
constant complaints were the main source of his
frustration"
It seems like things have just not been the greatest around here lately...not really bad, but not really good either.
Christina has struggled with #2 ever since we started potty training her over 2 years ago (yes, 2 years and counting now). She'd been mostly fine for a few months, but now the potty business has eluded her and we're back to having accidents. Frankly, I am sick of it...seriously, heartily, and wearily sick of wiping and cleaning off a 4 years and 8 months old little girl. Plus...she has been having the worse temper tantrums, screaming, kicking, earth shattering tantrums, at the frightening rate of nearly one per day. In fact, she is having one right now because I wouldn't let her have a bag of chocolate chip cookies for snack. I can't help but wonder if she'll be ready for kindergarten this fall after all. Sigh...
Gabriel's had a bad diaper rash for nearly a month now...we held off going to the pediatrician because at one point we didn't have health insurance (when David lost his job). We do now, but it took until last Friday to get the new insurance cards. I finally got an appointment this morning, and was floored when I was told Gabriel has strep of the anus. Yes...down there. (Well...I never!) At least it can be cured with a course of antibiotics for 10 days. Hopefully, that is taken care of now.
Both the older two kids have decided to not listen to me when I tell them to do something. It probably has to do with the fact that I have let discipline slip a little. But I've just about had it with the "But MOM!" attitudes and the back talking around here!
Last weekend, it poured rain, and David couldn't work on the new garden shed he's building behind the garage. So this weekend, even though I've not been feeling great...David worked all weekend on his shed. I try really hard to be supportive of his projects, but it just irritated me to no end...even though I begged the Blessed Mother for patience, and tried to just keep going.
It doesn't help that I've had a cough for over 2 weeks now. I don't have a chest cold, and I don't have a head cold either...so I can't figure out why I have a cough. But it keeps me up at night, so I am just really tired. I dragged myself to Rebecca's soccer game on Saturday, and the March of Dimes Walk yesterday, tried to nap when we got back home, only to be awakened by David's vigorous hammering on his shed in the back yard and the kids fighting over the computer. Sigh...
I know I should go in to see the doctor, but Gabriel's had a fever for 2 days, so I need to wait until he is well before I can go. I'll bet I'll be sitting at the clinic for hours too...because even with an appointment, we still usually have a long wait. Sigh...
I am sorry to have this pity party...really...I know people have it worse out there. But I really wish Christina would just poop in the potty, David would just hurry up and finish the darn shed, Joshua and Rebecca could be more obedient, Gabriel would just be well, and that I would stop coughing!
Cough...sigh...

Sunday, April 26, 2009
March of Dimes Walk

In the past, the kids get rather cranky about halfway through the walk, but this year, they were marvelously well-behaved, and we hardly heard a whimper out of anyone. The girls took turns riding on Daddy's shoulders, and Gabriel was perfectly content in the stroller (even though he came down with a fever last night, and had one this morning too). We told Joshua he had to walk the whole 5 miles, since his ADHD gives him PLENTY of energy (ha ha!).
Here's to a great walk, and a day of fun. We'll be back again next year!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Vegetable Streets

Sunday, April 12, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
100,000 miles and still going
We bought this van (2001 Dodge Grand Caravan Sport) right after Rebecca was born, and I was so glad, because it really saved my back to lift kids up, instead of down (into the sedan we'd been using).
It's nothing pretty to look at, but I hope it keeps running for at least a couple more years!
Monday, April 6, 2009
Camping, Stellan, and a Visit to the ER
I only got to fish for a minute later that day. I was too busy chasing Gabriel, who kept trying to get the cooler open.
Poor Rebecca was beyond hysterical...she was still screaming, crying, and bleeding. I pinched her nose shut, and thankfully, her nose stopped bleeding in just a couple of minutes. By now, David was there along with Mike, the den leader, who had his first aid kit. All three of us started cleaning Rebecca's face off, trying to access the damage, and calm her down.
Rebecca kept saying, "Mommy, I don't know what happened!" I told her she'd fallen off her bike, to which she replied, "Mommy, where did I fall again?" This happened about 4 times, and I remember looking over at David and Mike, because her repeated questions raised our concern about a concussion. Mike asked Rebecca different cognitive questions, and she answered them all correctly, (how old are you, what's the name of your teacher, when's your birthday, etc. ) I didn't hesitate when Mike decided to call for a Park Ranger, since Rebecca was clearly in a mild state of shock, and still repeating the same questions over and over.
The Park Ranger got there, and after stabilizing her on the tailgate of his pickup, called for an ambulance because he wanted another opinion about her head injury. Now that Rebecca was somewhat calm, we could see she clearly landed on her face, and the area just above her nose was very bruised. The ambulance arrived, and they did the same things we had done--cleaned her off some more, asked her cognitive questions (she answered them all correctly), and made sure she had no broken bones (thankfully she did not).
The EMT's told us they wanted Rebecca to be examined at the hospital because she'd hit her head. At first, Rebecca went nuts--she said she didn't want to go to the hospital. I told David I wanted to go, since someone had to stay behind with the rest of our kiddos. We made the decision to let them take her by ambulance (I could have taken her myself, but she was so upset, I thought it would be better if I could at least sit in the bus and hold her).
I have to say carrying her into the ambulance seemed surreal, and I nearly started crying myself. I had the foresight to grab her stuffed kangaroo and blankie, but not the camera, so I didn't get any pics during our hiatus in the ER. I got Rebecca settled on the gurney; she was still pretty upset at the moment, but then the EMT offered her a cute stuffed bear, and our girl calmed right down and was completely fine the rest of the drive. Thank God for stuffed bears!
Once we got to the ER (Rebecca giggled when the EMT's made a big fuss of lowered and raising the gurney), we were taken to a treatment area. I knew it would be a long wait, so we settled down with a warmed blanket and I read Rebeccca my novena book to St. Joseph out loud.
At one point, I went behind the curtain to call David, only to see my cell phone was dead... crap...and I couldn't remember his new cell phone number....CRAP! The ER staff was so nice though...after a few minutes, the security guard realized his universal charger would likely work on my phone. He tried it...and it worked! Hallelujah! I immediately called David...he was glad to hear Rebecca was fine.
Finally after about 2 hours, the doctor came in and examined Rebecca, asked her more cognitive questions, and decided to go get the attending on duty. Sigh...but I was thankful she was talking...it meant she most likely did not have a concussion. The attending doctor arrived and after he examined Rebecca, he told me she would be fine...most likely didn't have a concussion, but to watch her carefully over the next 24 hours. He also said to put some Mederma on her face once she started to heal, as it would keep her from scarring.
I called David again, and he came to pick us up (we were only about 15 minutes away from the campgrounds). It was nearly midnight by now, and we were all exhausted.
I guess my adrenaline had been running pretty high...it took me forever to finally fall asleep...even with earplugs in. And I got up 4 times to go to the bathroom...yes, 4. And yes...I had to bush it because the bathroom was about a quarter mile away. BUMMER!
The next morning, we all got up just after 7AM. The original plan had been to get up earlier, pack up and make it to 9AM mass so the girls could sing at Mass. Well, that didn't happen...and we didn't make it to Formation class either. I was worried Rebecca's face would be black and blue, but surprisingly, she didn't look to bad...she'll take some time to heal though. Here's a pic I got of her...she's holding her new bear (the EMT thought she should name it "Crash" but Rebecca name him "Crushie." I personally voted for "Crash.")
We still taught our NFP class, which was over around 3PM. I got a nap right after that...thank goodness...it felt awesome. Everyone got dressed for mass at 5:15...it wasn't over until 6:45, since yesterday was Palm Sunday. I told David to just drive through McDonald's for dinner, which he did...the kids were happy as clams, of course :-).
So, our weekend didn't go exactly as planned. Our little detour to the ER was definitely not planned. But...Rebecca is okay. She is going to be just fine. I cannot thank our Lord enough that she wasn't seriously injured. And believe you me, she told us she'll never ride her bike without her helmet again.
I still can't quite grasp the fact this all happened in less that 12 hours. I prayed about 100 Hail Mary's in that time...don't know if I ever want to go camping ever again. Still...I am thankful... humbly, and gratefully thankful that Rebecca is fine. And yeah...I kinda do want to go camping again, because we really did have fun...but not anytime soon!

Thursday, April 2, 2009
First Rose
I admit it...I love having roses growing right outside my front door. I can go get one whenever I want...it's like a little love note from my hubby every time.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Prayers for Stellan

I don't know how many of you already know this story. I read McMama's blog from time to time, and her faith is simply amazing. (If you click on her blog, you should check out her son's name gallery too.)
Stellan (aka "McMuffin") was diagnosed with SVT (Supraventricular Tachycardia) in the womb, and was not expected to live. SVT (in a nutshell) is a very high heartrate-- and a baby's heart cannot keep up that kind of pace long-term. Jennifer and her husband put their son completely in God's hands, and he was born full-term, with no signs of SVT.
Unfortunately, about 11 days ago, Stellan's heart flipped into SVT and he has undergone just about every procedure possible (except surgery) to get his heart into a normal sinus rhythm. He has to stay out of SVT for 24 hours, but so far, he's only stayed out (I think) for about 4-5 hours at the longest. There is no telling how long Stellan will have to remain hospitalized. He just turned 5 months old a couple days ago.
McMama's blog has received so many hits, and Stellan's story has become so widespread, that Jennifer was interviewed last night by her local TV station in Minnesota. Her is the link to the newcast:
http://kstp.com/news/stories/S859209.shtml?cat=1
Incredible, isn't it? Even a little baby can spread God's message, of faith, hope, and love.
I think back to when Gabriel was 6 days old, and he had to go back in the hospital because his jaundice was really bad. The home health care company had no bilirubin beds available for in-home treatment. I was so upset...yes jaundice is temporary, but it was no fun. They wanted to start an IV in Gabriel, couldn't find a vein, and after 4 tries, I told them to stop because my angel baby was screaming so hard, he was turning blue. We did have superb care though, and Gabriel was discharged after 14 hours, after his bilirubin count stayed down.
So my experience is really nothing compared to what Jennifer, Stellan, and their family are going through right now. Please, please pray for Stellan. Please pray for strength for Jennifer, her husband, and their 3 other children. Please pray for Stellan's heart, and that God's will be done.
No matter the outcome, it is awesome to see God's hand at work. Little Stellan has no idea how many people have been praying for him, but the graces are visible.
Stellan, we are praying for you!